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A little tired..
No one, no one at all will really know how someone else feels. You can try all you want, you’ll get close, but you won’t really know, ever. You try to help, you try to say some things to make them feel better, you try to console them, you apologize, you were there for them when no one else was ( or at least thats what you think ). You try your best to help, you tried so hard to be a good friend. You thought, that you were at least considered a friend close enough to share what they’re going through. Seeing that you did the same, every single time. You poured your heart our. And for what? Only because you understand how its like for them to be an outcast where they are, to feel a little left out sometimes by friends who are miles away, because it couldn’t be helped. You try so hard for them to feel appreciated, that some people actually do care for them, that you really hope for the best for them. You go out of your way to do things you won’t normally do, you feel bad for them when other friends thinks they were being unreasonable, you tried to understand so hard, you tried a little too hard perhaps, and everything backfired. You used to be so much closer than this, and when your life begins to become less interesting, they stop caring, they don’t wanna know anything more, in short, they really don’t give a shit. There is no such thing as unconditional friendship. You reach out for people, you give them unconditional friendship, and the least you expect would at least, be an initiative to keep in touch.
Nothing really works out as you want them too. You can’t find any excuses for this friend anymore. Maybe its really the end. And other friends tells you you’re just thinking too much, that he’s always like that anyway. In any case, I know better. If ever you were to bring it up, they would bring up so many reasons to justify their case, you listen them out, but really you know that its more of an excuse than justification. Its different. Perhaps you weren’t left out by them intentionally. Perhaps… perhaps. Perhaps, they just don’t care.
just-something-you-have-to-hear:
Confession#33
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